February 11th

This is Jimmy Varn and I am still alive even if my back isn’t.

Damn, who knew pushing a wheelbarrow back and forth would fuck my back up so much? I took today off and have been trying to take it easy.

I have been thinking a lot about my water. It is really hard to clean dishes without running water. I have been cooking a lot of meals in the can they came in, but I can’t do that with everything. I have tried collecting rainwater but damn, after a good rain, I barely get any water. I am starting to understand why they measure rain in inches.

There were a bunch of plastic silverware at the quickie mart but that won’t last forever. I have a lot of bottled water and I estimate that I could do a full load of dishes with just two bottles, but man, it seems like a waste. For that matter, I need to wash myself.

The fact is I need to use some of my precious water just to clean what I have and myself. I keep trying to think around it but I am coming up with nothing. I haven’t gotten sick yet but I think it is a matter of time. I need to do some dishes.

I can’t believe I am in a zombie apocalypse and I am obsessed with cleaning my dishes.

Let me tell you the weird thing that happened to me today. I was looking out the window and I saw Little Joe. The kid zombie is still in my neighborhood and I don’t think he is ever going to leave. But get this, today I saw him sitting down with some toys.

Where the fuck did he gets toys?

I got out the rifle with the scope so I could check him out better. He was playing with G.I. Joes, which was creepy. I don’t know where he found them, but he was sitting there with action figures, two jeeps and a plane. I don’t remember seeing them in the houses nearby but then again, I wasn’t looking for toys.

He wasn’t really playing either. He just sat there, pushing them around. Sometimes he would bite on them and tear off a limb. It was fucking creepy. He wasn’t playing, he was trying to play.

I watched him for two hours. He kept pushing them around.

Fucking weird. I’m going to log off and eat some more beefaroni. I usually rotate my foods more but damn, that was good yesterday. I never liked beefaroni that much before but yesterday it was awesome.

I need to get rescued.